Winter comes...

I figure winter is here when the sprinkler system gets blown out so it won't free up and burst. The lawn will die off within a month. I'm running around the house in my coat trying to save some $ on heating.

I've got a cool new camera. I'll have to get a memory card for it so I can run around taking pictures.

Need to start exercising more by taking the dogs for a walk or something.

Out of Control

I feel things are somewhat out of control. Ordinary things seemed to be delayed for no good reason. I find myself staying up late to follow tangents on the internet. Hopping from one link to the next. I seem to act as if my existence can be justified if I post at enough sites, respond to enough comments. I compulsively check sites to see if anyone has responded to my comments. It's really obssessive although my expectations are that I won't get many responses as there is simply a flood of material on the internet that people can see.

If all I really wanted was attention and adoration, I could pretend to be a horny young woman with large breasts. It's no wonder woman still have to worry about being seen only as sex objects.

Worn Out

Worn Out
Originally uploaded by polarpaul.

I'm feeling very worn out today. I had to clean up the vomit of someone I'd never met before that my co-home owner invited over last night. Most people have it together enough to at least vomit in the toilet. This guy sat on the toilet and vomited all over the bathroom.